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Friday, May 29th, 2009
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10:24 pm
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So, there's the Three Wisemen: Johnnie, Jim & Jack; The Four Horsemen: Jack, Jim, Johnnie and Jose. I'm drinking something I think I'm gonna call The Disciples.
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| Thursday, April 9th, 2009
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8:52 pm - "There's a reason they call it Thirsty Thursday."
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I just shotgunned a hearty bowl of Kate's matzo ball soup. I'm currently chasing it with a brass monkey.
A day today I did have. I had an awesome day at the massage clinic. I had two wonderful clients. I got to try out some stuff that I had never done before, & it all seemed to take swimmingly. I pretty much felt like The Tits.
Got to the new job (still training). Second day on the phones. Pretty stressful. I'm starting to get shades of these people's personalities up to the point where they have characteristics of other people that I've met before. (Some day when I completely snap, I'm gonna make a huge flow chart of all of the personality quirks people have in common)
( Second to Last )
I could feel the emotion prickly up in my throat & eyes. For about a week & a half, I've been having that little creature inside that wants to break down into a countless pieces until she's just sand. & I've kept her in pretty good check without even any depressive bleed over. She's just been waiting for me to have a good cry so she can burn off some energy. I thought I might get out a nice, robust cry when I got to the cry, but nothing past a sniff. I could feel her go, "hmpf" when I realized it was nothin'-doin'. That was a little amusing, but I was still just too pissed off.
In the car, I shuffled through my iPod, only stopping only for angry music. Manson, Reznor, etc. I sang & hollered at slow drivers. I passed a cop on the side of the road. I had a huge inclination to just lay on my horn. I didn't want to run anyone off the road; I just wanted to make a huge blaring ruckus that ruined everyone's peace as I went past them. At a stoplight, a guy sped around me & peeled off to the right. I wondered if he was pissed off like me. I thought about how scary it was that there were people angrier & crazier than me on the road all the time. I thought about the top few crazies in & around my life: delusionals, dissociatives, emotionals, impulsives. I thought about crazy people on the road with a random rage, wound or vengeance that mixed with their crazy, & how it might make them drive. I gave the guy in front of me another car length.
Home now. I'm bloated with soup. Feeling better.
Aunt Net's guest just brought me a sample of meritage to try. What a nice boy.
current mood:  drained
current music: "The Reflecting God" - Marilyn Manson
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| Wednesday, April 8th, 2009
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9:25 am - Waiting to take my midterm
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Test: Practicum, Sports Therapy.
I dunno, man. This ain't gonna turn out good.
So, for two weeks, I'm doing school 9-2, job training 3-8, M-F. This does not make me a happy camping panda. Try me next Monday, & you will find a grumpier panda by far.
current mood:  groggy
current music: air condition groaning
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| Monday, March 30th, 2009
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2:52 pm - Status report
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School: Going well.
Classes:
- Kinesiology
- Sports Therapy
They're kicking my ass.
@ hm:
- Dad
- Imouto
- Myself
- Aunt
- Kate
- 3 Dogs
- 4 Cats
- 2 Horses
Miss Mom.
Gotta job! Hallelujah!!
... haven't started yet. Meh
Imouto here.
Time to peace
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| Saturday, January 10th, 2009
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5:33 pm - "No One Sings Like You Anymore"
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Uhg.
Finding a new car is a pain in the ass. Especially when your budget is 2 thousand dollars.
current mood:  busy
current music: "Black Hole Sun" - Soundgarden
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| Sunday, December 28th, 2008
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3:16 pm - Xmas/Bday/New Years
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So, Christmas holiday was awesome. Spent Christmas Eve with Kate's family. Went to Midnight mass with the Father & Sister. Santa gave us pots & pans & knives. (!) Then we caught up with Anja & Nat & had a nice little friend-family Christmas dinner. It was very cozy & wonderful. ^_^ ~God Bless Us, Every One.~
But before all that, I wrecked my car. Sunday, 21st, coming home from Becky's Chaunuka festivities, which were awesome. Got lost in the snow storm. Ended up in Grafton. Was coming around a bend. Slammed right into a tree. Air bag went off. Ended up bumping back onto the road & then rolling into a snow bank on the other side. Was rescued by two townie stoners (males) & given a ride to the nearest local gas station. Made one call into Kate. Then my phone died. From there, it got pretty crazy.
The point is, I'm fine, Hejhog is safe, but injured.
So, fast forward to now: My New Year's Eve gig is a no go. My location bottomed out. Mum had forgot she gave me a green light, & started getting very stressed about the idea, since she's driving two horses into Virginia this Friday. She said I could do ten people & Little Sister would be confined to her room. I just knew in my gut that that wouldn't work out. Meanwhile, Kate & I could have it, but or place is small & there's no smoking allowed on the premises. So, I'm killing the whole thing. I'm bummed but oh well.
Mike is throwing a party in Manchester & so is Kim (fellow student from Hesser), & they live on the same street. Brent is throwing a bash in Dunbarton. We'll see how it goes with the snow.
In the meanwhile, I'm scrubbing the new pots & pans & knives. Yaaay!
Peace, y'all.
If I don't see you: Have a Joyful & Prosperous New Year in 2009!!!
Love & Peace,
- L -
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| Friday, December 12th, 2008
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9:35 pm - Happy Winter
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Hey, kiddles!
I hope everyone has a wonderful Winter Holiday.
In other news, I'm throwing a New Year's Eve bash, this year. If you were there for my 21st birthday, you know that you don't want to miss out on this. It will be a festive union of new friends & old friends & long lost friends.
I'll update on this periodically.
In the meantime, I've got shoddy internets.
Happy Holidays, Everyone!!
Love,
- Lo-Lo -
current mood:  chipper
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| Saturday, July 12th, 2008
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5:03 pm - Behind on the Times
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Subtitled: Screwing off for an hour, because I've been Studying for the Past Three (3) & one Half (0.5) Hour(s).
ANYway.... So, I just saw the first episode of HBO's Weeds, (Yeah, I don't watch TV much, like at all. I don't know no Six Feet Under; 'dunno no Sex in the City, even.) & I am blown away. I downloaded it when the show first came out & it just sat & rotten at the back of my laptop for what, three seasons now? Yeah, I'm bad at bandwagons. Anyway, yeah. It was really good & now I wanna see more. I haven't had a real television addiction craving for a show since Robot Chicken Season 2, & I only bit into that one by buying as a gift for a friend.
Anyway, GOD, where did my soul just go? *a-HEM!* Release your grip from me, Hollywood.
So, been going to school for a week now. Too soon to tell how I'm doing. Wish me luck & confidence. I'm out.
Peace,
- Lo -
[edit: oh, wait! I forgot the punchline! I'm deleting porn to make space for this series! Seriously! It's worth it! Plus, I'm feeling very scandalized by that last scene. Good fucking script.
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| Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
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8:18 am - the internet is melting, mwahahah!
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No, but comcast & verizon are being shoddy here & at my lady fair's abode.
It's gonna be a crazy sumer, kids. *sigh* for better or for worse, we're going in spinning like mad, & hopefully we'll come out on the other side for Autumn, y'know? Ideally, for the better.
Anyway, I start at Hesser on Monday. Stoked. & Impatient. But mostly stoked.
Peace - ~
current mood: stoked
current music: "1816, The Year Without a Summer" - Rasputina
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| Monday, June 23rd, 2008
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6:55 pm - Lately, this weekend... 06/23/2008
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- Thursday: Saw Amanda Palmer at the Boston Pops. It was wonderful. Went by myself after I failed to find company for the five other tickets I had at my disposal. Once I lost that battle, the stress subsided, & being by myself was rather satisfying. The one negative would be that I had no one keeping an eye on my tendency to violate the general faux pas of wherever I'm congregating, but I think I did okay. I tipped well, I sang with the audience, I got autographs from Amanda & Brian V., & I didn't start any fights or make any threats.
- Friday: Saw my dear friend Anja perform in Romeo & Juliet with an Alabama trailer-park as a backdrop. It actually worked really well, but at the end of the day, it's still fucking Romeo & Juliet, so I spent most of the time wanting to jab my eyes out with a plastic coffee straw... But it was fun. & Anja kicked ass & took the stage everytime she was on. Can't wait to see her as Desdemona is Othello. It's gonna kick so much ass.
- Saturday: Couldn't find a single damned person to hang out with, so I hung out on the back porch, smoked, set up a ritual circle & meditated/prayed in the dark for until around 11'o'clock. Imouto-chan came home & we watched The Forbidden Zone for the umpteenth time. Love that fucking movie.
- Sunday: Kate spent the night. We watched Death at a Funeral. It was pretty funny, wonderfully absurd & very British. & it almost had the right amount of nudity. Thanks, Frank Oz.
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| Sunday, June 8th, 2008
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5:46 pm - "Who loves orange soda? Is it true??"
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Holy shit-stick, son.....
So, I had one & a half drinks. My Aunt & I are very different boozehounds (but, since we're female, I prefer boozefox.... Because nobody realizes that "vixen" is a female fox, anymore, although my Aunt is quite the Cunning Little Vixen. Goddamnit, I'm making horrible opera allusions! I really am afflicted! (Hey, just feel lucky that I lost track of the Faust reference I was going to make!)
Anyway, yes, the bar. The music was unbearbly loud. We both knew it, & it took my Aunt's discerning ear to point out to me that they were more or less playing the same three songs over & over again, with slightly different notes here & there (Hey, I listen to techno. What do I care?). But she liked the quaint & cozy size of the place. I was digging it, myself, until somehow, I was making conversation with a guy who lived across the street, so pretty much lived in the tavern, off a steady diet of gin & tonics. Shit. I really don't have the dedication to be a boozehound, do I? I was, at most, a boozepup. I dunno... maybe I could have gone the distance of destruction back when I was in my lowest prime, but these days? Shit, no! (Thank heavens, right?)
I ordered for my Aunt: Butterscotch schnaups, Souther Comfort, Crown Royal & Coca Cola. I had a sip of it to see what it tasted like (because I made it up on the spot & I had no idea if it would actually be good) She has a very good poker face for booze: It was wretched. If you didn't catch how much booze was in it, then you had to pick up on how ungoldly sweet it was. She was a trooper & drank most of it. Me, I took sips to see if condensation & melting ice would make it any better (it didn't), but other than all've that, I stuck to orange soda & water. My Aunt stuck to Bud Light. The point is, we got home quick. I'm relieved. & dizzy. Boo....
... & Mushki thinks she's cool to lay on my desk. Yer not cool for there, Mushki. Not at all.
current music: "Hunter" - Bjork
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2:24 pm - O.O I'm fine...
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I'm about to go to a biker bar with my Aunt.
I dunno if I fear more for my life or my soul. Meep!
Either way, I'm gonna stick to my guns. Two drinks tops. I may not even exceed that. I can't dance the booze-swing like I used to, kiddlings.
I think it's the bar that Toby's uncle owns(?).
Not sure.
There will be a live band.
Hooray!
I'm scared... o.o
current mood:  nee?
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| Friday, June 6th, 2008
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4:38 pm - Predictions for The Happening
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& it doesn't even involve Bruce Willis!
M. Night Shyamalan's The Happening opens June 13th. For some reason (Marky Mark, John Leguizamo, Et all...) I'm excited about it.
Here is what I predict the clencer will be. Not spoilers. Just predictions.
( Read more... )
Dunno. I got the idea from watching this clip from Creature Comforts. That, & reading Palahniuk's "Haunted" again.
Oh well.
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| Monday, June 2nd, 2008
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10:18 pm - uhg, my spindle...
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Had a heart-to-heart with Brent. Long overdue.
Apparently, I wasn't kidding all those times I said, "I just don't trust people." Who knew?
Trust is tricksy shit, too, come to find!
current mood:  irritable
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| Monday, May 19th, 2008
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9:34 am - Eloped Couple Killed In India, Woman Pregnant
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| Thursday, May 15th, 2008
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2:03 pm - "We want to feel warm, yet outside the norm."
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I've been digging forest debris out of my bra, navel & asscrack. But it was still a good night. Fell asleep next to the dying campfire, directly underneath the sky. Good shit. Way better than a ceiling. I'd missed it.
I got shown a pretty keen time last night.
Thanks, guys.
In other news, the Adderol XR seems to be doing wonders. My brain is just so much more calm & unwound. Things are never perfect, but it's definately a whole lot better than fucking Provigil.
Gonna see my best girl tonight! My hard workin' baby! My Li'l Depot Diva... Hee hee.... Dude: tool belt that is also a garter belt.... With knee high boots. Ohhhh yeah.... That should exist like it does in my head....
ANYway, on that note, gotta go get the kids from school!
current mood:  awake
current music: "Sister Sleep" - Rasputina
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| Wednesday, May 7th, 2008
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5:54 pm - Techno: Electricity's Reggae (?!)
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Off Provigil
On Adderol: 10mg/x/day
Nicole: Tell Brent, if you get a chance. I know he's been wanting me to get off Provigil for a long-ass time. Well, I'm off, baby! Doctor's orders!
Now, I'm gonna go bowling. Let's try this shit out, yeh?
Peace Lovin' Out, Kids!
- Lo -
current mood:  head boppin'
current music: "Ride on Technology" - Yoko Kanno from Ghost in the Shell
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| Thursday, May 1st, 2008
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9:28 am - a small work of fiction
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| Tuesday, April 29th, 2008
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5:42 pm - I'm not in a happy place right now. (a shout out. towards-?)
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( Et cetera )
current mood:  hopeless, frustrated, etcetera
current music: "God for Dogs"/"Holy Fall"/"Take Me to Mars" - Milla (Jovovich)
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| Sunday, April 27th, 2008
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11:32 am - 'Just got back from New York, & boy, are my minds tired!
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So, all I was really able to glean as far as the differences between "New Yorkers" & "the rest've the United States" or at least "Bostonians" (or is it "New Englanders"?) is thus following:
( Read more... )
This doesn't scratch the surface of all of the stuff I saw by myself & with my family. Maybe I'll bother getting it out later.
When I got home, I immediately went to bed. & slept for twelve hours. (Had some gross nightmares, but at least I'm home now)
current mood: groggy
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